I understand. Surely you have to be inspired to do your best work. I've nearly finished writing a 6 page short comic based on my relationship with someone I still care about, even though we stopped being a couple a while ago. It began as a form of therapy for me. It's still important to me to represent both of us fairly. So, trust me, I know complicated. I'm not sure I'll ever post it. When it's time, I know from what I've seen of your work, that the new stories you will tell will be enjoyed, Elise. I look forward to that time, whenever it comes.
Much DA Love you.